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Everything Happens So Much

by hjeartzz

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1.
(someday) 00:50
It starts with an ending, as I started undressing in somebody else's bedroom that night.
2.
I skip some days and hope to find when I come out the other side that everything is all right, but it never seems to work that way. 'Cause there's a lot of things I regret, things I forgot to forget - it's fucking pathetic that I still make the same mistakes. But what's to say that I should change, when it's all the same now day after day after day after day? So, okay, I'll admit it, I'm the newly crowned King of the Dipshits. Well, I turn on the radio and I think I hear a song I know: "Tally ho! Tally ho!" Maybe this could be my day? But there's no way. Nothing will change. It's always the same now, day after day after day after day. And there's no way I'll benefit, and each day I'm tempted to quit, but fuck that! I'll just admit that I'm the newly crowned King of the Dipshits.
3.
Your Song 02:04
Well, I can rarely ever stomach your views on what I should and shouldn't do, but today I've got an hour to kill and the rain is filling up my shoes. So, I suppose, this was overdue. Still a bore is a bore and I'm bored sitting here listening to you, and I think that I just liked you more when you were so hopelessly unsure, because who needs a friend with a taste for success? I'd more or less be better off were you dead. Some thoughts should remain unsaid. Still, I'm fine with lagging behind and biding my time. And no, I don't have much money, but imagine that I'm suddenly rich: to see you flinch and drop your shit-eating-grin, would truly be such a wonderful thing. Because, who needs a "friend" that's so easily misled by their success, and worse yet would hold it over your head. That's why I'm fine falling behind, because the time's right for saying good-bye, so "buh-bye!", you fucking miserable swine.
4.
As morning drags with weary step the thought of you, calling at my door of well-worn regret, well you can bet that I obsess over whatever to the next, whilst the hours keep passing me right by. Still, there's little point complaining because you're doing fine, and all of this comparing scratches that are nowhere to be seen, leads me way-out amongst the apple trees. So, follow blindly in reverie, the ties that bind our memories. These days I'm almost parallel with something I had written as a child on my bedroom wall: "Well, all of this is nothing if not day-to-day living for something so much more." And yeah, in you I thought I found what I'd been looking for, but I was only going in circles forever trying to get free or those dreams amongst the apple trees. So, follow blindly if I should lead, but I'm not saying it's really me. So, follow blindly in reverie, if you remember you forgot me. See, for what it's worth, the jealousy is now safe in harbour, it's moored to the quay, but I'm not saying that's where I'll be if you remember you forgot me.

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released August 30, 2014

All songs written, recorded, and performed by TMorgan.

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Bedroom superstars from a pop-geek universe, mixing schoolboy earnestness with bratty, teenage rock 'n' roll.



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